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GUYS WHAT'S UP TELL ME HOW YOU'VE BEEN
First off (aside from that up thar^), thank you so much for all the birthday wishes you guys!! It was one of the best birthday's ever, thank you so much. <3
Second off, I just want to tell you guys that, at this moment in time, I AM SERIOUSLY THE BUSIEST I HAVE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE, which is part of why this journal will probably come out rushed. Y'see, I am planning on graduating at the end of the year, which means I have to double up on my last year of English--and as if that wasn't bad enough, I am also taking a class at a normal high school. That is three miles away from my house. Five days a week. It takes me two hours to walk there. And two more to walk back.
I don't mind the walking really (I like walking), it just that... that's 4 whole hours I could be doing anything else. Plus I keep getting sunburned. And I have to bring a different shirt to change into because I don't want my super-sweaty "I-just-walked-3-miles-in-the-summer-heat" shirt to distract my classmates. I really wish I could afford bus passes.
BUT!! I will get used to it! It just might take a while. So I just wanted you guys to know that I am honest to God doing my best to get back to being active on here (I really miss all of you. :<), and I am still working on things that I owe people. It just might take a couple of weeks or so to see anything from me. I'm so sorry!
Cross my heart, I am doing my best. I love you all, and I hope from the bottom of my heart that you are all doing awesome.
~Diana
First off (aside from that up thar^), thank you so much for all the birthday wishes you guys!! It was one of the best birthday's ever, thank you so much. <3
Second off, I just want to tell you guys that, at this moment in time, I AM SERIOUSLY THE BUSIEST I HAVE EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE, which is part of why this journal will probably come out rushed. Y'see, I am planning on graduating at the end of the year, which means I have to double up on my last year of English--and as if that wasn't bad enough, I am also taking a class at a normal high school. That is three miles away from my house. Five days a week. It takes me two hours to walk there. And two more to walk back.
I don't mind the walking really (I like walking), it just that... that's 4 whole hours I could be doing anything else. Plus I keep getting sunburned. And I have to bring a different shirt to change into because I don't want my super-sweaty "I-just-walked-3-miles-in-the-summer-heat" shirt to distract my classmates. I really wish I could afford bus passes.
BUT!! I will get used to it! It just might take a while. So I just wanted you guys to know that I am honest to God doing my best to get back to being active on here (I really miss all of you. :<), and I am still working on things that I owe people. It just might take a couple of weeks or so to see anything from me. I'm so sorry!
Cross my heart, I am doing my best. I love you all, and I hope from the bottom of my heart that you are all doing awesome.
~Diana
Twenty-Twenty-Three Bay-Bee!
Hey! You know, I was feeling like maybe I should post another update journal. My last one's just been sitting there with a depressing title for almost three years. Speaking of depressing, let's get that out of the way first. Did I get any better, mentally?? Kind of. I still would rather be dead than alive, but over the last couple years I've gotten better at managing it, I suppose. It's a bit hard to explain, but I've kind of just hit a point of acceptance that I'll never be well in the head--and with that acceptance, I can kind of... get on with my existence. I don't know if that makes any sort of sense, but it is what it is!! Objectively, my life is damn good. There's things about my living situation that make it incredibly stressful, but at least I have working plumbing! Definitely, there's a lot to be thankful for. Like my job! I love my job. Don't get me wrong, there's PLENTY to complain about there, that's like a subject in and of itself... but at the end of the day, I do still
Not Dead (Unfortunately)
Hey everybody, it's been a hot minute ain't it? I hope you've all been well, or at least as well as can reasonably be expected in times such as these. It was never my intention to disappear for, what, a year or so? Of course, I know this isn't unprecedented for me: anybody here remember when I disappeared for THREE? What a time. Somehow this time feels different. Full disclosure: I wasn't in a good place for a long time even before I effed off, and it took me quite a while to realize, oh, you're fucking depressed you moron. I have to say, I both am and am not doing a lot better nowadays. I have a job that I really fucking love, met people who do good for my mental state, and that's been honestly very nice. At the same time, I've also come closer and closer to suicide during this time than I had before, and when my mind goes bad nowadays, it tends to be... bad. I should be moving into an apartment closer to work soon, rooming with my sister, and I'm hoping the relative independence
A New Year
Hey peeps, how's it been? I hope you've all been well. And for those of you I know HAVEN'T been well, you have my sympathies, and hopes that things will start looking up for you in 2019. You got this.
Speaking of, I'm hoping a similar thing for myself. I don't want to get too much into it, because quite honestly I'm sick and tired of it all, but 2018 wasn't that good of a year for me! But the desire to die has much lessened, and I'm gonna try my best to make sure 2019 is better than 2018. Thank you to everyone who has previously sent me well-wishes that I failed to reply to. ;u;
On the art side of things, I have some resolutions!!
-Draw mo
GhM Zine preorders!! + some gen updates and such
Hey beans, what's good? I got some news I cannot WAIT to share with you!
You may recall that over the past few months I was working on some art for a Grasshopper Manufacture Zine (check out the Twitter and Tumblr). Well, that very zine is now available for preorder!! You can get a digital PDF copy, or you can order a physical copy for a bit more! And get this--if you preorder the physical copy, you can choose to get it with stickers (no extra charge), or stickers AND an adorable Travis keychain (some extra charge)!!
If you follow the link above to the Gumroad preorder page, you can see a preview of some of the stickers--including one that I
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Ouch! You need a bike or something! OnO